

The Core Wound Puppet Show
The veil of barely existing accepts her fate, in bliss and anguish.
Jan 71 min read
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Somatic Psychology & the Liberation of Libido
This was a final paper for Introduction to the Theories of the Depth Tradition, a course in my masters in counseling program at Pacifica...
May 24, 202410 min read
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Talking Dirty with Earth
I'm walking in the greenbelt on this beautiful sunny spring day. The breeze whips crab apple, Texas barberry, and mountain laurel nectars...
Feb 27, 20233 min read
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Love letter to the peas, the Fabulous fabacaea
Of all the specimens I collected, plastered to my index cards with packing tape, writing the latin and common names, the family, it was...
Feb 25, 20231 min read
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Symbols: the power of the psychophysical
Months after failing miserably to reclaim my projection in the Heart Warrior Council, I felt ready to try again. I needed to. I had to...
Feb 17, 20233 min read
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BDSM beyond the bedroom
I've been exploring BDSM ever since my kinkiness came out of the shadow and laid me flat. I watched movies, read, experimented with...
Feb 16, 20235 min read
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The Flow State or being Mystery's Marionette
I couldn't help myself. Of all places, ecstatic dance is probably the most permissive of adults staring. Still, I felt naughty doing it....
Feb 10, 20233 min read
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A regular offering to feed interbeing
It is a beautiful day, past 70, the sun somehow soft. Hard to believe that just a couple of days ago the trees were gloved with ice. Now,...
Feb 5, 20234 min read
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Channeling
It is 8pm, later than I'd typically be on my computer, doing something like work. And without an idea of what I'll write about. So I...
Feb 3, 20232 min read
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Homecoming
[Another post from the archives of graduate school. Like The Knowing of Blood, this piece was for an ecopsychology course. The assignment...
Jul 1, 202217 min read
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Seduced by Sun
I am positively obsessed with direct sunlight. It has a power over me, so generous, and deliciously demanding. Sit here and be pleasured....
Jan 23, 20223 min read
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I am Earth's submissive
Let me start with a caveat that I know essentially nothing about the field and practice of Dominance and submission. Don't be fooled by...
Jan 16, 202211 min read
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Unaccomplished pleasure
Here's something I do. When I get turned on by something new, that resonates with some unsung vibration in me that I can feel gathering,...
Dec 29, 20211 min read
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