

Grief & Goodness
Over the last several months I’ve beheld a gorgeous juvenile red tailed hawk. I encountered her so regularly I imagined there was some...
Jul 282 min read


The Core Wound Puppet Show
The veil of barely existing accepts her fate, in bliss and anguish.
Jan 71 min read


The Critical Question when it Comes to the Inner Critic
This is the most powerful question to cut through the inner critic: “What do I need?” Like any bully, something sets the inner critic...
Aug 17, 20243 min read


Becoming Hawkish: An Individuation Journey
This was a final paper for Analytical (Jungian) Psychology, a course in my masters in counseling program at Pacifica Graduate Institute....
May 24, 202412 min read


The Initiatory Power of Menstruation
This was a final paper for Human Growth & Development, a course in my masters in counseling program at Pacifica Graduate Institute. It...
May 24, 202415 min read


Gestalt Therapy: An Introduction
This was a final paper for Counseling and Psychotherapeutic Theories & Techniques, a course in my masters in counseling program at...
May 24, 20248 min read


Somatic Psychology & the Liberation of Libido
This was a final paper for Introduction to the Theories of the Depth Tradition, a course in my masters in counseling program at Pacifica...
May 24, 202410 min read


The Courage to Feel
"I can't feel you," he says with despair in his eyes. I stare back at him blankly. Strangely, I resist the urge to smirk. When we first...
Mar 20, 20243 min read


Why Hypnosis?
As I prepare for my final supervision session before earning my certification as a hypnotherapist (woot woot!) it felt right to revisit...
Aug 3, 20234 min read


Life Doesn't Owe You Anything
I’m on the top of a red rock mesa. Stunted junipers, flowering cliff rose and bright red penstemon, the desert sun. I can’t remember the...
Jun 26, 20232 min read


Dissolution
The rain had moved through, leaving thick clumping clouds, darkened and milky, and whipped with the peach of the setting sun. A vast sky...
Apr 30, 202310 min read


Metamorphosis Bliss
I wrote out this trance for a group I'm a part of that is exploring the metamorphosis phase of the journey of soul initiation. The point...
Feb 28, 20231 min read


Talking Dirty with Earth
I'm walking in the greenbelt on this beautiful sunny spring day. The breeze whips crab apple, Texas barberry, and mountain laurel nectars...
Feb 27, 20233 min read


The Song of the Soul
Poetry is like the dream, always a step ahead of us. We fall in love with a poem well before we know what it means. Years later, after...
Feb 26, 20233 min read


Love letter to the peas, the Fabulous fabacaea
Of all the specimens I collected, plastered to my index cards with packing tape, writing the latin and common names, the family, it was...
Feb 25, 20231 min read


May the birds of your attention truly land
I'm sitting at the kitchen table again, checking my email, when a mourning dove lands on the railing of the balcony. Now, I know the...
Feb 24, 20235 min read


Believing your life matters
Right around this time a year ago I got slammed by my first full on somatic trauma flashback. I actually pretty much brought it on...
Feb 23, 20234 min read


Casting yet another fly
My god I don't want to write today. I did everything to avoid it...went for a walk, did a workout, baked a dutch baby, convinced my cat...
Feb 22, 20232 min read


Enough for now
I'm sitting at my kitchen table. It is pretty dark in the condo since I've got no lights on and the sun has just begun its walk from the...
Feb 21, 20235 min read


Hypnotic Happy Hour
Yesterday was a rough day for me. The night before I got swallowed by a trauma vortex I had been telling myself I was healed from. Then I...
Feb 20, 20232 min read
