

Love, Me
Sweet sweet girl. Strong one, earnest one, hurting one. Your tears are nectar to me, your tenderness a precious gift, your anxiety and...
Feb 19, 20233 min read
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Symbols: the power of the psychophysical
Months after failing miserably to reclaim my projection in the Heart Warrior Council, I felt ready to try again. I needed to. I had to...
Feb 17, 20233 min read
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BDSM beyond the bedroom
I've been exploring BDSM ever since my kinkiness came out of the shadow and laid me flat. I watched movies, read, experimented with...
Feb 16, 20235 min read
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Persona, more formally
I recently applied to the masters in counseling psychology program at Pacifica Graduate Institute. It was hard to imagine applying...
Feb 15, 20239 min read
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Removing the mask of persona
I had a bit of renown by senior year of college at Tufts University. Having organized with Environmental Consciousness Outreach the three...
Feb 14, 20236 min read
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Taking the Red Pill & Living Ceremonially
I set out toward the river, to peer down from the look out point to where the salmon jump up the tiered stream. The salmon weren't...
Feb 13, 20235 min read
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Entranced by Interbeing & Belonging
Today I offer a hypnotic trance that invites you into a sense of shared sentience with Earth. It is resourcing, relaxing, and...
Feb 12, 20231 min read
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Dancing as spiritual practice & titrating flow (aka having good boundaries with God)
Today I had the immense pleasure of being danced, in much the same way I described beholding yesterday. I attended a fundraiser for Honk!...
Feb 11, 20234 min read
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The Flow State or being Mystery's Marionette
I couldn't help myself. Of all places, ecstatic dance is probably the most permissive of adults staring. Still, I felt naughty doing it....
Feb 10, 20233 min read
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The Importance of Performance
Yesterday I shared a bit of a dream -- a master of ceremonies is so captivating that everyone else falls under his spell and does as he...
Feb 9, 20233 min read
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A Council Share
Today was my turn on the email council that we keep as a part of the Soulcraft Apprenticeship Initiation Program with Animas Valley...
Feb 8, 20233 min read
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Ecocentric Hypnosis
Perhaps you’ve heard about the passenger pigeon, a creature who has become a sort of poster child for the human proclivity to extinguish...
Feb 6, 20234 min read
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A regular offering to feed interbeing
It is a beautiful day, past 70, the sun somehow soft. Hard to believe that just a couple of days ago the trees were gloved with ice. Now,...
Feb 5, 20234 min read
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Pride & Humility
I'm reading back over some of my musings from the past year, trying to drum up something to write about, to complete the fourth day of...
Feb 4, 20232 min read
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Channeling
It is 8pm, later than I'd typically be on my computer, doing something like work. And without an idea of what I'll write about. So I...
Feb 3, 20232 min read
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A Wrap on Council
Yesterday I wrote a little about the practice of council. The barest bones of a description of council is humans sitting in a circle...
Feb 2, 20234 min read
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Everything is beautiful and I am so sad
This is not at all how I imagined this challenge, to write a post on this blog everyday for the month of February, beginning. I pictured...
Feb 1, 20233 min read
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Homecoming
[Another post from the archives of graduate school. Like The Knowing of Blood, this piece was for an ecopsychology course. The assignment...
Jul 1, 202217 min read
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The Knowing of Blood: Offerings to a Participatory Cosmology
[I wrote this piece in the spring of 2020 for a course in ecopsychology when I was a graduate student at Pacifica. I've left all the...
Jul 1, 202214 min read
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A Nature Based-Map of this Human Psyche
[I wrote this piece in April 2022 for Westwords, a publication of the Animas Valley Institute. If you don't know some of the vocabulary...
May 7, 20223 min read
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